Things I Learned While Being In Love

1. Never settle… As much as I hate to admit it, this is not my first engagement. I was once engaged for a little over seven months, but it just didn’t feel right, mostly because it wasn’t. He didn’t ask my father for my hand (which I actually wanted), I couldn’t tell friends or family about the engagement because we decided to keep it a secret and reveal it “when the time is right,” and worst of all, I was embarrassed to tell anyone anyway… because Continue reading

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The Reason

A memo to him:

I thought I had you.

I guess you ran out of patience,

 or maybe you thought I was too high maintenance.

No, that can’t be it. You just wanted to quit…

while you were ahead. Enough said.

I guess I wasn’t enough for you.

It’s true, I feel let down because I waited around.

Hoping and praying that you would too.

So far removed, you forgot about me.

You must’ve thought I forgot about you.

A memo to you:

Higher and higher we go.

I don’t want to come back down.

Your love got me high.

[Cue Groove Theory’s “You’re Not The 1”]

Indeed, it’s true. Everything does happen for a reason. Case in point… the reason I didn’t end up with him is because he wasn’t the right one for me. We’re on two different pages. Always have been, always will be. Though I desperately wanted us to be, it wasn’t our fate. Now I realize he could never be as perfect for me as you are. The man I’m with now is the right one. The only one. My best friend and lover.

My First Teenage Love Affair

“All I Do” – B5

I just saw a recent pic of an old, old, old, old, OLD ex-boyfriend and great googly moogly… what was I thinking?! I thought I was so in love with this guy!

I remember the first day I saw him. He had hazel eyes and cocoa colored skin. He was a grade above me and seemed to be so cool. After a few weeks of staring at him between classes, I finally went up to him and said Continue reading